Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Shit hitting the fan...

Well, today, the shit officially hit the fan. I've had a project that I've had little or no time to dedicate to working on, that was due for beta next week, and not only is it barely to the alpha stage, after reading the SOW, it's completely in the wrong direction from where it was supposed to be. I now worry about keeping my job for even the next week. We're going to have a meeting in the next few minutes to discuss the project, but I can't see any outcome from this being good, and I'm going to get knocked on my ass any way we look at it. I've failed. I've failed my company... my team... and most importantly, I've failed myself. I wanted to save face, and not admit there was something I couldn't do, and that I needed help... but instead, I just made myself look like the biggest fool of all.

Wish me luck... hopefully I won't be job hunting in the next few days...

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